My name is Ben.

I'm kind of a big deal. You probably read about me in the papers. I've done a lot of things. That's why I'm a big deal.

You could say I'm "Big Ben." Hahaha ho hmmm, I HATE MYSELF!

Here I tend to just write and not really care if you know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm really depressing. This place is my own little spot of vulnerability.

Theme by nostrich.

18th July 2009

Text

Scratch that film idea. Not the idea entirely, but more filming it today.

If I can even figure out how to film it, it’ll still take awhile.

Other than that, I had one of those days where I’m just confident that I’m not much of a drinker.

I’m a pretty friendly drunk the few times that I have been. I wouldn’t be surprised if the people around me wished that I was buzzed most of the time, but for some reason it just doesn’t click with me most of the time. It feels more like an exercise than something to do to relax and unwind.

You have to acquire the taste for almost all this stuff, meanwhile I have soda that I know tastes good in my fridge.

Probably should have had booze when I was camping the other day. That would have been fine. While I’m just sitting around the house, though, I know there’s more entertaining things to do with little or no hangover penalty.