My name is Ben.

I'm kind of a big deal. You probably read about me in the papers. I've done a lot of things. That's why I'm a big deal.

You could say I'm "Big Ben." Hahaha ho hmmm, I HATE MYSELF!

Here I tend to just write and not really care if you know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm really depressing. This place is my own little spot of vulnerability.

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5th July 2009

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Listening to The Cribs and Communique. Two bands I learned about just last night. The Cribs are pretty good, but Communique is pretty great from what I’ve heard. I can’t get their album just yet but what they offer for downloads on their site are definitely worth a look. If you’re into the music I am, I guess.

They have a myspace so if you’re on that site (which I’ll probably be making a new account once I take care of some things because if you’re trying to get attention, it’s stupid not to show off your shit wherever possible) go check them out.

I’m trying to think of some filming ideas. And I keep drawing blanks because I’m currently working solo. Justin’s always out and about so god knows when we’ll have time to actually work on the sketches. And I don’t know anybody else who would want to make movies with me. So I’m limited in my ideas.

I can’t work on my music because my guitar string snapped for literally no reason other than it felt like it. This is very upsetting to me, by the way. I just felt like I was starting to know my way around the guitar and this happens. And I don’t have money for new strings yet.

I can’t complain too much, though. Something will turn up, and in the meantime I’m getting in pretty decent shape swimming. I’m looking at myself in the mirror these days and while I’m not ripped or anything, I’m not looking too bad these days.

At least that’s my opinion.

And if my experience with women has taught me anything, if I think I look decent, I probably look like shit to everybody else. Fuck my opinion. It’s a stupid opinion.

Oh well.