My name is Ben.

I'm kind of a big deal. You probably read about me in the papers. I've done a lot of things. That's why I'm a big deal.

You could say I'm "Big Ben." Hahaha ho hmmm, I HATE MYSELF!

Here I tend to just write and not really care if you know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm really depressing. This place is my own little spot of vulnerability.

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3rd July 2009

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My neighbor can’t even wait until tomorrow to launch fireworks.

I don’t like fireworks.

They’re loud, they’re repetitive, and I don’t even get to enjoy the show because I live where every view is clouded by trees or something.

They also make my dogs bark and that means even more fucking noise.

In other news, I guess I’m looking for work again. Was trying to work on that whole film thing but I imagine I’ll have time if I can get a part time job or something. I doubt I’ll find anything, but I’ll keep my eyes open.

I’m not a real fan of 4th of July honestly. And I’m not looking forward to it. If there’s no booze and a bunch of annoying sounds all night long, I hardly think that’s a celebration.

Sounds a bit more like hell.