My name is Ben.

I'm kind of a big deal. You probably read about me in the papers. I've done a lot of things. That's why I'm a big deal.

You could say I'm "Big Ben." Hahaha ho hmmm, I HATE MYSELF!

Here I tend to just write and not really care if you know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm really depressing. This place is my own little spot of vulnerability.

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1st July 2009

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So, I was actually going to make a new video for the youtube channel yesterday. Had it all written up, and even had the camera turned on and was ready to get started.

Then Justin came in and next thing you know my day was gone.

And then I was downtown all afternoon today. Waiting to see Public Enemies, finally seeing Public Enemies, and then waiting an hour for a bus to get home.

Overall, the movie was pretty good. Lasted longer than it probably should have and the ending was pretty depressing (even if you know the facts behind the story). But it did paint the cops up to look like the assholes I think many cops are.

And this was the first time I saw Christian Bale not do the Batman voice in awhile. Wish he had a bit more of a character here.

The day has been expensive (33 dollars in a day, yeesh) but it was fun overall.

I don’t know when I’ll get around to the video now, though. I’m pretty tired today, obviously. And for some reason, it’s hard for me to film something if it’s not quickly after I have the idea. Fuck.

And the other film project I was working on got a whole script and then I went to bed and thought, “I’m overthinking this.” So I deleted almost all the lines I wrote for myself. By this point, I’ve been thinking about the film too much and the idea got less interesting. Now when I think of actually trying to film it, the sound “Bleh” comes to mind.

Still, if the ideas don’t last longer than a day, they’re probably not worth filming in the first place. Going to have to test my software in other ways, I guess.