My name is Ben.

I'm kind of a big deal. You probably read about me in the papers. I've done a lot of things. That's why I'm a big deal.

You could say I'm "Big Ben." Hahaha ho hmmm, I HATE MYSELF!

Here I tend to just write and not really care if you know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I'm funny, sometimes I'm really depressing. This place is my own little spot of vulnerability.

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25th June 2009

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So Michael Jackson died. That sucks pretty hard. Thriller is the earliest song I remember listening to, honestly. I remember convincing my mom to let me stay up just long enough to see the music video and being determined to prove her wrong about me getting scared. I didn’t get scared and it was just a few days ago that me, justin, and my brother watched it again online. We laughed our asses off.

While the world focused on his trials and his surgery, I didn’t really pay attention to any of that. Anytime I think Michael Jackson, I think about “thriller” and “beat it”.

See ya, moonwalker.

Took me about 3 hours last night (2 and a half hours longer than intended) but I got some new video software. Most of the time was spent just clearing up my hard drive to make room.

I’m eager to work with it and the sooner I rid myself of Windows movie maker, the better.

Also, my youtube channel is on hold still. Youtube seems to be against a lot of the content I find enjoyable so I’m not exactly eager to upload to their site to begin with. But I also don’t have any ideas for any new videos for that channel.

Eventually I’ll start filming the sketches, but I’m looking into alternative video sites where the quality will be better and even if I do upload to youtube, it will be on a new channel.

I have ideas for my own little movies while I’m waiting to start filming the sketches (and it’d probably give me a chance to practice with this software), but none of these ideas are comedic. The “Adentai” channel on youtube is sort of meant to be. I don’t have any funny ideas, though. At least not that I can do solo.

So it boils down to creativity being in a different direction and youtube sucking which doesn’t make me want to upload there at all.

So, a Michael Jackson RIP post and an update on videos. What more could you want?

Oh, and after numerous attempts to get into it, I’m finally having fun with Assassin’s Creed. It’s heavily flawed. I don’t even use the sword anymore because it’s so boring and sometimes Altair will jump off a clocktower into the ocean instead of the soft pile of hay introducing a “WTF moment”. Still, once you get past the learning curve and start stabbing a few people in the face, you finally feel like a damn assassin.

So now my hype for the sequel can be justified.

By the way, the future shit is still stupid. It doesn’t ruin the game, but I didn’t buy the game to play some guy who lies down in a machine and then takes a nap.

I’m leaving now.